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Friday, November 28, 2003
I laugh because everyone was embarassed about what they named their bears/dogs. Well, some of us. Other of us mocked the president. But it was funny mockage! I do Physics now, just wanted to let you all know so you could laugh in my general direction even though you don't know why. And Build-A-Bear should carry sombreros and leather pants. I had to settle. Pleated skirt + purse = kilt. Yes, I can help you too :)
posted by Cap'n Cosmo at 5:07 PM
Thursday, November 27, 2003
Played Life. Ate mushrooms. Played FFIV. Soon to eat.
w00
posted by Cap'n Cosmo at 5:05 PM
d00d. 14 buses... As you may note, I watched part of the parade. Smiled at the six member pit with marching glocks/a xylo! Slept on the couch last night.
So, here's some stuff on pie:
Pumpkin pie is the most served pie on Thanksgving, incorporated into 18% of meals, compared with 11% for Apple and 1% for Sweet potato. Unfortunately, pie eating has been severely reduced. Only YOU can help reverse this trend ^^
Umyumyum.
More as the day progresses.
posted by Cap'n Cosmo at 12:07 PM
Wednesday, November 26, 2003
Erg. Calc. Erg.
Yeah, but:
Thurs: PUMPKIN PIE
Fri: Christine's B-day PAR-TAY
Sat: TSO. 'Nuff said.
Sun: Football geemu?
So, I think the doing of calc is perfectly fine. :P
Er... Thanksgiving. I am thankful for pumpkins and pies... No seriously, I'm thankful for other things. You know, family, electricity, heat/AC. But the thing that's new this year is I'm thankful I underestimate myself. That is always a nice surprise, when you are quite sure you are as weak as a Regalian Blood Worm, and you find out you're wrong :).
As for Andy's concept of being unthankful... Why on EARTH would you put emphasis on the negative. Especially coming from Mr. Optomism...
I have to edit my template... I found a spelling error :) Fitting, ne?
Oh! Finished NextGen, onto better things. Like 2 original series and then Deep Space Nine. I think I may just watch ALL of it... Yeah. Let me go do that in Netflix...
*schnuggles DS9*
I think I'll go back and pick it up. You know, I already have 23 I'm waiting to see...
Okay. Here's something I'm unthankful for: My dad's little things he's really stupid about. This one being the Netflix.
He says we can't have "all *your* DVDs" (as if he didn't like Start Trek), and he says it as if I would prevent him from doing something. My Turnaround is a day or two. His is anywhere from three days to a week. There was one they had for a MONTH. Now, it may just be me, but since I can watch then MUCH FASTER, why is it even an issue that we would have "all *your* DVDs"? Yeah, I'm done.
The FDTF makes me sad. No one the Dautless. No one on the Empie (as if. You can't replace people like that lightly. I thought maybe Ethan would want her, but as it seems right now, it just wouldn't be right. Not after you lose a captain of a year and a half and a crew of two years. You just don't.) T'Kath is gone. Matty Reinke? Kelly Corrigan is now Kelly Kincaid? Or no... I dunno. Confused. Re'anna and T'Lara demoted... I'm the only one still "mooned." So are Munro, Firedrake, Ken MacLee V, Doc Moore... It's just sad. My first RPG... I have 23 weeks laeft to change my mind :P. But the rest... Nope, they lo0se. 170 points. That's a nice round number for them to remember me by. The only thing is, I'm not leaving a legacy. Ethan served with me, but he's not even in active service. The only one is K'mtor... Either way, it's just sad. But I'm thankful for it, for helping me at a time of severe uncertainty in my life. Yeah, eighth grade... Boy, am I glad THAT'S over. Of course, now I'm into junior year with all of ITS complications... But at least I go in with the knowledge from eighth grade. *weak smile* At least then I wasn't ready to cry every two seconds... Ra ra ra.. *hates weak self*
Anyway...
Me: Jeff, if you see the vibaphone, cover it.
Jeff: ...
Me: But then, you're not much taller than me, so...
Jeff: Where is it?
Me: The band room. But I'm not tall enough.
Jeff: Why didn't you cover it?
Me: I'm not tall enough!
Yeah, I was trying, but I'm not tall enough. I gave up when I could not longer inch forward on my stomach...
CHILDREN OF WAR!!! UPDATED!!! Now, a SMO would make me keel over and die from surprise... Nope. Well, one is enough. Thanks, giving!
Curses. Off to find ink... Ink ink ink... *does happy ink dance*
Yeah, I'm done. Jaa. Ink ink ink.
posted by Cap'n Cosmo at 10:15 PM
Tuesday, November 25, 2003
STUFF:
I think we should go to the Fairfax Station Train Museum for the Steiny-D thing. Open Sundays 1-4.
I like the last one.
You're Red Mage. You understand that life is
literally a game, and the only way to get ahead
is to follow the rules of that game. You work
out the plans for your fellow party members,
and write a weekly advice column
which 8 bit theater character are you
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You're Red Mage! You make most of the plans for the
"Light Warriors"... and besides that?
You have a lot of stats and a really cool hat!
^_^
which 8 bit Theater character are you?
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The Capable Lady
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The foil to the helpless Lovely Heroine and
childish Girlish Sidekick, this job is the
essence of "empowered woman". Must
be able to beat down huge crowds of drooling
fanboys singlehandedly and look like a million
bucks doing it. Required to establish some
kind of relationship with either Hero Without A
Past or Wacky Male Comic Relief.
Must provide own cans of whoopa$$; canopener
available on request.
Examples: Tifa Lockhart, Quistis Trepe, Beatrix,
Lulu
A Final Fantasy Casting Call
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And when feeling less violent, more broody/hateful:
The Brooding Wild Card
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The essence of gritty manliness, must balance out
any bishounen tendencies in the Hero Without A
Past. May or may not hate the Hero's guts;
preferably has a dark secret of some kind,
though the magnitude of said secret may vary.
Added Bonus--choose your own weapon! Anything
capable of dealing out indiscriminate carnage
will do!
Examples: Vincent Valentine, Seifer Almasy, Amarant
Coral, Auron
A Final Fantasy Casting Call
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wowwwww!!!!you almost know everything!!!you're a
really big fan just like me!!;)
do you know everything about final fantasy 8
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Aww...this was nothing for you. Move on up, you've
graduated. Go find something more difficult.
Basic Final Fantasy Trivia
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Woohoo! You know almost Everything about Final
Fantasy! Go You!
Do you REALLY know Final Fantasy?
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Red Mage
Final Fantasy 1 Personality Quiz
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Red mage.. don't like to Choose for sure do you ?
that is kool... what better way to defeat a foe
than to come at them with an attack and then
restore yourself when they think you are down,
right?
If you were a Spell caster in the Final Fantasy Series which would you be?(Images)
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hey you ain't understood much but hey its alright
you have rinoa for you!your squall and you kick
ass
the final fantasy character situation test
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Every game needs a girl with a mind. That's you.
You're the adult of the group, keeping tabs,
and making sure no one strays. You're admired
by your game companions and players alike. The
sad part is you'll end up being a very lonely
person in the end. Who would want someone who
is capable of doing everything for
themself?
Example of a Intellectual: Quistis Trepe.
What female stereotype of Final Fantasy(ps) are you?
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You are: The Red Mage. Everything is D&D to you,
and everything must be carefully thought out.
Half of the time you think TOO much and it
accomplishes nothing.
What Final Fantasy 1 character are you?
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Sir Auron. He's been in many battles, and he shows
it. He's sometimes a bit too rough with you,
but he's a great guy...
What Final Fantasy character are you most likely to date? for girls or female creatures Finally done!
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hmmm.... Were I a boy...
Or maybe I won't take that quiz...
YOU ARE QUISTIS: A blonde beauty with an unmatched
intelligence, you sometimes underestimate
yourself when really you are a better person
than you know.
What Final Fantasy character are you? This Quiz even has pics!
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posted by Cap'n Cosmo at 6:24 PM
Sunday, November 23, 2003
I baked brownies today.
Read Huck Finn.
Did Calc.
Am still doing calc. Physics on bus.
I have a feeling tommorrow's going to be a long night...
posted by Cap'n Cosmo at 8:32 PM
Saturday, November 22, 2003
You are a dark writer. A fierce and loyal follower
of Poe and the other gothic authors, you LOVE
to instill a sense of revulsion and somewhat
fear in your readers. You love to poke their
brains with logic dealing with the darker side
of the human mind and character. Truly
surprising and a true individual, you'll do
ANYTHING to create a scene. :)
What's YOUR Writing Style?
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I read Christine's Blog. I also read Andy's blog. (Well, I read all the blogs, but...) Anyway, I find it interesting the contrast. I personally have a different outlook that either of them, but I'm not going to say anything about it tonight. Basically because that would kinda be going against my outlook...
Went to a writing workshop. It was fun. Told the trombone story.
I was thinking the other day about how it is that I always find myself being an outsider. Especially since music is so big in our lives, I find my postion hard. I mean, you have a lot of good times with your section. A lot of stuff can happen, and you can feel closer to them than anyone else in the band. Yet, I'm never able to make that connection. (Just for the sake of arguement, I'm going to consider Christine a woodwind because first and foremost, she is. She's still a percussionist, but nothing can hange her oboe-ness.) I find myself constantly out of the loop because something funny happened at breakdown, or during sectionals. While I love my pit, I don't really hang out with any of them (with the exception of Christine, and even that is sometimes a strained reltionship). And even if I *do* get caught up, no one has the percussionist outlook. I mean, I hit things. I *enjoy* hitting things. I am *good* at hitting things. (But not hitting ON things, which is another story for another time.) There's a fundamental difference in thought there, with everyone else playing something which doesn't give you a full-blown workout. I mean, when I'm angry, I don't need a pillow, I've got a DRUM! Anyway, I wonder if I'm being annoying by trying to fit where I don't. My "rep" is definitly different from who I actually am, because of this conflict in interest. I don't pretend to know what playing a wind instrument is like, at least. I can only imagine it's easier due to the fact that you can't miss ^^. Of course, they'd like to say that percussion is easier. Well, that's a lie. Actually, it depends... You want to play or you want to play well? Anyway, I think a part of me wishes I had chosen to play low brass. At least, it did until I killed it with stabbity death. *grin* No, I'm kidding. But overall, I think that nothing can beat playing percussion. Honestly and fully. Because you know when smacked that thing and your arms feel like they're going to fall off and you just want to lay down and go to sleep because you are so tired and you've only played two lines, that's when you've put your heart into it. Well, if you're a novice, you've probably only put half your heart into it and you don't have the stamina to put any more in. You can't replicate that feeling with a wind instrument. I think you can get close with marching band, but you just *can't* know until you've played a drum. And I feel sorry for you all because you don't. :P Anyway, the point of this story is that percussion rocks and that even though I feel like an outsider, it's worth it. I think.
Hey, I think I can turn that into a college essay... Score.
Figured out what I'm doing with Vigilance. At least, for now. Updating that next, Because I heard a song last night I want to use.
I watched "All Good Things..." This means the next DVD will be TOS. Score.
I have to write a post. I think I'll get Katana to help me.
I also have to read Huck Finn, except there's nothing due and I never participate in discussions anyway... I also am hoping she tries to find a motive/moral/plot because then she will be prosecuted/banished/shot.
rag time is so awesome! They're a capella, but they sound like they have instruments due to their beat box. And they have shoes to make them all look the same height!
Lalala... Cleaning boards. I want to create a Starfleet edition of Life and play it. Wouldn't that be awesome? Let me see if it exists... I don't think so...
Yay! Keei has a plot!
Musicalcleric: Hmm............
Musicalcleric: I like the you ending up as a princess one.
Musicalcleric: ^_^
SailorC9: okay
SailorC9: where do you want us to start?
SailorC9: in Elfland?
Musicalcleric: hmm......The giant's forest!
Musicalcleric: And then we go talk to king, and he sends us to look for the crown.
Musicalcleric: and we end up in elfland where it is revealed that you are the king's niece and only living heir!
Musicalcleric: ^_^
Musicalcleric: and they have hidden the crown in the forest of spiders.
Musicalcleric: and I freak.
SailorC9: cool
Musicalcleric: um..then we meet the drow and he becomes infatuated w/you.
Musicalcleric: And gives us the crown, and we go back to the king but before we give the crown to him the holodeck gets fixed.
Musicalcleric: is good?
Musicalcleric: or crap?
SailorC9: yes!
SailorC9: but who is drow?
Musicalcleric: um........NPC?
SailorC9: no, I mean, is he the blue guy?
SailorC9: the one who runs the cave of spiders?
Musicalcleric: The one who runs cave of spiders.
SailorC9: Okay
SailorC9: cool
SailorC9: awesome
SailorC9: you win
Musicalcleric: YAY!
Musicalcleric: *happy hamster dance8
SailorC9: :)
Yes. I read now.
posted by Cap'n Cosmo at 9:45 PM
Friday, November 21, 2003
Finally beat FF!
Got wrapping paper!
Fleet Mission FINALLY over!
Sensei ga nakatta!
Pizza o tabeta!
Got some physics problems right!
w00t.
posted by Cap'n Cosmo at 5:50 PM
Wednesday, November 19, 2003
*steals from Andy*
posted by Cap'n Cosmo at 9:42 PM
So, you may notice the happy little green button. I read "How to not get fired because of blogs." So it will pop up a new window to make you look like you're working. Neato, eh?
Did stuff. Nick's brother hid his sticks. But he had an awesome lesson anyway.
Er-- Talked to Fr. Paul. Yeah.
<3 8-bit.
End.
posted by Cap'n Cosmo at 9:34 PM
Monday, November 17, 2003
I did it in 4 seconds.
I deserved an A++!!
Take the How Dexterous Are You? Quiz
Whoa. That was awesome... I PWN more than you all... *grin*
So. Strange beans:
*I'm doing Physics. Kim begins to fall asleep.*
Me: KIM! Don't you have something important to do? Like studing for the SATs? If you don't study, not even HARVARD will accept you, and you'll end up working at McDonalds!
Kim: At least I'm not doing something unimportant. Like studying Physics.
Ms. Vivian: Don't you work at McDonald's for minimum wage. You can drive the bus and start at 13.50 an hour. And every year you work you get paid more.
Kim: See? I can drive the bus!
And the numero uno wierd:
Mom: There are some cute boys in your class.
Yeah, no.
Anyway, NHS Inductions felt... off. Stupid Excel stuck on strikethrough. Readign 8-bit. Jaa.
posted by Cap'n Cosmo at 10:17 PM
Sunday, November 16, 2003
"Protons have Mass? I didn't even know they were Catholic!"
Oh man.
Went out today. At food. Yum yum.
Katana and I decided my Christmas shopping plan was the best and that we would do that together.
BTW, she defected to LJ. She's like Santa Anna... *shakes head sadly*
I have also decided that someone needs to add comments to his blog. That, and he needs to learn not to piss me off. Anyway...
Finished EaR paper. Now for Calculus.
Watching animated 8-bit. d00d.
yeah. Calculus. Jaa.
posted by Cap'n Cosmo at 8:48 PM
Saturday, November 15, 2003
I forgot to talk about the symbology of the Matrix. Oh man. My dad lo0ses.
d00d. You can get a keyboard for you calculator.
<3 8-bit theater.
Su-chan told KATANA that Twizmer has a girlfriend. The onna is out of control...
This makes my day.
I listened to the Mario theme for 41 minutes straight today. :P
I'm on this comic.
Man, I'm going to bed...
posted by Cap'n Cosmo at 10:09 PM
Citrus. Taugh Amanda some malletz. Hmmm... |\/|41137z. m4ll3tz... m41137z... There are just too many numbers in that word. Anyway, ate food. Danced to some m4d d1sc0. Oh man.
Floris says they are interested in my gold project! w00t!
Need to write Eagle and Raven paper. woo...
w00t. Mario orignal soundtrack. *<3 s OC remix* Except it's being a bit tempremental... Oh well.
d00d... The Terra theme is everywhere. Man, I think we should play "Those Chosen by the Medly." Poo on PJ. FF music is awesome. And that one band did a playstation show. Of course, I didn't recognize any of it... But still! FF music all that way! Of maybe a show with "8-bit" in the title... Of course, some of the cool themes came from the later FFs too... I would arrange it if I knew how to get the rights and stuff. That would be awesome...
Can't remember my username for OC... *sad* It's a usual phenomenon.
haha! Found it! WHich reminds me of our Clue game last night...
Matrix wasn't very good. But it had mecha... I think Katana is going to kill Keanu Reeves anyway, so...
He was much better as Bill. Or Ted? Whichever one he was...
What I want to be my opening sentence: In Fourth grade history class, the Texas war for independence is mainly glossed over and presented as "The awesome Texans fought against the Mexicans and won," and then "Texas was an independent country for ten years, and we could do it again if we wanted. ph33r T3x4s."
...I don't think Steiny-d would go for that...
eh. Paper...
posted by Cap'n Cosmo at 4:20 PM
Thursday, November 13, 2003
Okay, so, since I'm a jeans-yes, I got a blurty account, put Sherurururu and Tana on the friends page, and now I only have to check one site instead of two. Oh man.
Well! Stephen Hilber was just quite rude to me.
Gilene's mom died today. I'm sorry, Gilene.
I am sooooooooooo bored. Restlessness, how I loathe thee.
Finished my Gold Award e-mail. w00t.
I want to play Final Fantasy.... Maybe that's what I'll do.
Oh, and calculator has returned!
I go now. Jaa.
posted by Cap'n Cosmo at 9:10 PM
Wednesday, November 12, 2003
IsilderDragon: i mean, i'm being bested by a pickle...
***
[Tom won]
IsilderDragon: *taunts pickle*
SailorC9: ...
IsilderDragon: heh
IsilderDragon: yer right...i shouldn't be mean to the pickle
SailorC9: of course I am
SailorC9: love the pickle
IsilderDragon: i think i'll just be friends with it
SailorC9: well, it's not long for this world, so...
IsilderDragon: ...are you eating it?!?! *horror*
IsilderDragon: and you say I shouldn't be mean to the pickle...
IsilderDragon: at least i'm not killing it
IsilderDragon: and if it doesn't?
SailorC9: too bad
SailorC9: it's in my tummy
SailorC9: umyumyum
IsilderDragon: noooooooo!!
SailorC9: : 3
*****
IsilderDragon: do you have a telepathic link to the pickle now?
SailorC9: ...
IsilderDragon: i'll take that as a no
Now my mom is harassing me. Grr. She's even making thigs up in an attempt to dupe me into thinking that it is a "valuable asset." ... Yeah. I go now. Jaa.
posted by Cap'n Cosmo at 9:57 PM
In my stupid and depressed state, and because I found myself having one of those last night, I re-read the "outburst" on Erin's blog. And I find the answers to her questions scathing, yet VERY true.
Here's the one that strikes me the most:
"You all are getting a chance to be teenagers and experience adolescence – why won’t you let me?"
Because, my dear, as you have just found out, it sucks (see insight on my usage of profanity and "bad words" below). This is it. This is adolesecence. Crazy ups and downs. Passion. Betrayal. That's why our lives seem like soap operas. Because they are. Maybe you don't WANT adolescence. I mean, I would sure be a lot better off without it right now.
Insight on Profanity:
Profanity is something that is supposed to shock your listeners/readers. However, nowadays it is overused, and many people are immune to even the worst of words. I'm not some goody-goody who won't say a "bad word." But I am someone who is trying to keep that shock value around. Because colorful metaphors aren't colorful if you use them all the time.
posted by Cap'n Cosmo at 8:13 PM
I am 55% Internet Addict
I am pretty addicted, but there is hope. I think I'm just well connected to the internet and technology, but it's really a start of a drug-like addiction. I must act now! Unplug this computer!
Take the Internet Addict Test at fuali.com
I am 64% Evil Genius
Evil courses through my blood. Lies and deceit motivate my evil deeds. Crushing the weaklings and idiots that do nothing but interfere in my doings.
Take the Evil Genius Test at fuali.com
Blogger Code:
B5 d- t- k+ s- u-- f+ i o++ x- e- l+ c
Get yours
Decode me!
Now I shall construct my geek code v3.12:
GCS@/M/MU/S>AT d- s-:- a?(16) C+++ U? P L E? W++ N? o? K- w+(---) O? M V? PS+ PE Y+ PGP- t*(+++) 5(-) X+ R+ tv-- b++ DI++ D+ G e*(->++++) h! r- x-
ABCs about me:
A- Animals: ga nai
B- Best Friend(s): Katana
C- Cohabitants: Fanily unit (Bug, Mama, Daddy)
D- Desire(s): To be able to know anything and everything
E- Eye Color: brue
F- Favourite Foods: chocolate, fajitas, chicken cutlets, wonton soup
G- Games: Final Fantasy
H- Habits: bad ones
I- Interests: Star Trek, Band, Japanese, Physics
J- Job: Student
K- Kitchen...wonder or blunder? I can make anything. As long as it comes from a package :P
L- Languages: English, Japanese, Percussion
M- Most valued possession: My music
N- Name (named after?): Amanda
O- Outfit you love: TMNT shirt, shirt I can't wear to school... And jeans.
P- Pizza toppings: cheese, sometimes pepperoni
Q- Question asked to you the most: What? [in reference to my random Japanese]
R- Relationship: ga nai
S- Sport to watch: Figure Skating, Football
T- Television show(s): Star Trek, Gundam
U- Unsavory characteristic: weak
V- Video: Wrath o' Khan, Mulan, Emperor's New Groove
W- Webpage: The Paradigm of Misspelling
X- Xylophone (or other instrument): How'd you guess?
Y- Year born: 1987 [the rabbit]
Z- Zodiac Sign: Aries
Congratulations, you're a Pillywiggin, a trouping flower fae.
What kind of female faerie are you?
Take the female faerie quizby Paradox.
I'm done now. Still no sign of my calculator. Feh.
posted by Cap'n Cosmo at 7:44 PM
Tuesday, November 11, 2003
Note: I'm stealing from Beth. You got a problem? I shoot you. Now is NOT the time.
I did something I shouldn't have, and now I feel worse.
Why is it that the one thing I want most to forget is the one thing that won't leave me alone?
Read my lips:
I have nothing left to give.
Nothing. Nada. Ziltch. Ix-nay on the uff-stay to ive-gay.
And yet, I find it being constantly thrown in my face.
I'm sorry if I'm confused. I'm sorry if I'm not god enough. I'm sorry if I'm just one screwed-up little onna who only wants to not be sad. If you notice, I didn't say "be happy." I said "not be sad." I don't think I'm asking a lot.
Maybe I should leave. Just go back to living by myself, on my own, like the first twelve years of my life. Maybe I was wrong to think that I could ever even kind of fit in. Because being lonely without problems hurts a lot less than this.
Of course, then I would feel bad about the people who I would be inadvertently hurting just because I'm weak. Of course, that assumes anyone cares. Which I can't say for certain anyone does. And before I get comments about "how could you say that?", I'm only telling you the truth. I hate myself. Why should I believe anyone wouldn't hate me too?
People have made me soft. Nowadays my biggest fear is waking up and being all alone again. And since I have the extrodinary talent of feeling alone in a crowd, it's not that unfounded.
I'll decide what needs to be done later. Right now I need some sleep. Because I still am incapable of crying. Feh.
posted by Cap'n Cosmo at 11:08 PM
I feel horrible. Calculator missing. Problems comlicating themselves. Calculus death. And, oh yeah, my stupid weak self refuses to shut up. And I feel fat because I ate too many sweet things. I hate my weakness...
Band Banquet. Cool beans. Played cards for a while. Signed drum heads. Got letter, framed design, pit certificate, and most awesome section (the pit). Hugged Amanda and Duty :P.
Eh. I hate everything. I just want to go stand in the corner, wake up, and find it all fixed. But life is never that easy. And if I wasn't so weak and could come up with some courage... Nah. I'm not going there. But I am going to say that I'm not exactly in the best state, so don't expect much. You won't get it.
I never heard back about that depression screening thing. I guess I was agonizing for nothing. Exactly what I need. More agony for no reason.
Stephen told me I was the strongest person he knew or something to that effect and I told him he was wrong. I think that maybe he wasn't wrong per se, but that maybe I just need to stop tormenting myself. Because my burden is wearing me down, and I can't deal with it and all this other stuff. *steals from Erin who stole from Ms. Ulrey* "Junior year is crashing into a brick wall at 90 mph." Which reminds me of a physics problem. If I could cry I would. But I can't.
Let's just hope things work out.
posted by Cap'n Cosmo at 10:49 PM
Monday, November 10, 2003
AHAHAHA! I pass this on to the LB community now!
LAST PERSON WHO...
Slept in your bed: only me (and I forsee it staying that way)
Saw you cry: my parents & brother. Although the last person who virtually saw me cry was Tom/Katana (I think)
Made you cry: Three guesses. Although since its three people, that may be hard...
Spent the night at your house: Katana
You shared a drink with: Depends on how you mean that. I have neve "had a drink" with someone. If you mean drinking out of the same cup... Most likely kaitoued some of Bug's soda.
You went to the movies with: Katana
You went to the mall with: Kaasan
Yelled at you: Kaasan? Katana? Both.
Sent you an e-mail: Ghost's updates and Classmates. Why can't I ever get any substance?
Said they were going to kill you: er- I'm usually the one doing the killing. Katana? She seems violent enough. Or maybe my mom. They show up a lot...
HAVE YOU EVER..
Said "I love you" and meant it? Yes, unfortunately. (must not be bitter...)
Gotten in a fight w/ your dog/cat/bird/fish,etc.? anou... Don't think so.
Been to New York? All the TIME!
Been to Florida? hai
California? For two whole years, d00d.
Hawaii? nai
Mexico? Only time out of the country!
China? Iie.
Canada? Nope. Ah, Canadia...
Danced naked? *grin* Only to make my brother mad. He's crazy...
Got a really bad feeling about something then it happened? All the TIME! I wish it would just go away...
Wish you were the opposite sex? *raises eyebrow* Were I to be, I do not think I would have the intellect required to answer.
Had an imaginary friend? Depends on what you mean by that...
This or That..
Red or blue? Both, red + blue = PURPLE! Although, were I to pick, blue.
Spring or fall? Spring
Santa or Rudolph? What kind of question is this? The Easter Bunny.
Math or English? *hates English* Math that is Algebra, Arithmetic, or Calculus. Nothing else.
What are you going to do after you finish this survey? Publish my blog :P
What was the last food you ate? Ravioli, soon to be something sweet. Umyumyum...
Are you bored? What do you think?
How many buddies are on? *counts* 5, 7, 2, 1, 8, 1 = 24. I have several lists, and the closer you are, the higher the list. No, I won't tell you where everyone is! Well, maybe...
Last movie you saw? Bulletproof Monk
Last noise you heard? Mixes on WinAmp. And typing, and my dad coughing, and...
Been out of the state? Er- NYC trip, deshou?
What do you think of ouija boards? Never used one.
What book are you reading now? The Eagle and the Raven. Quality.
What's on your mouse pad? Some little kissing babies. Don't look at me, my mom gets to choose the mousepad and desktop.
Favourite magazine? I only subscribe to one, so... Astronomy it is.
What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning? I'm busy processing the song lyrics and trying to recall if I know them.
How many rings before you answer? If I'm online, a lot. If not... Whenever I get there.
Future son's name? Neal.
Future daughter's name? Iris. Tana's fic comes in handy, no?
Chocolate or vanilla? El Chocolate. And if I wasn't lazy, I'd look it up in Klingon just to confuse you all. But I am.
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? Usually not. but they are everywhere in my room.
If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? A Japanese/English Interpreter for some high powered Japanese d00d that paid me a lot and let me meet cool people. And maybe I could learn some more languages...
Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous? Righty, but I'm trying for both.
Do you type with your fingers on the right keys? The only class I ever failed was typing... Good thing it didn't count!
What's under your bed? Beanie Babies, papers, and the odd thing that got accidentally pushed under.
Favorite sport to watch? Ice Skating. I would really like to take up skating... As if I could find the time...
Your Hair Color: Blonde, but of the darker, golden variety. It comes from not ever going into the light...
Eye Color: BRUE!
Height Currently: According to the Army, 5'4". According to a ruler, 5'3.5"
Glasses/contacts: One of the only ones I know w/o them!
Current Age: 16.6 or something.
Siblings: otouto
Siblings Age: 11.7 about
Location: In the conservatory (with the candlestick :P)
College Plans: W&M. Mason. Someplace with Physics and Japanese.
Any Piercings: ga nai
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: No, no matter WHAT Christine tries to tell my bus driver.
Hobbies: Star Trek stuff. Japanese. Origami.
What Type Automobile Do You Drive: Parent's cars ('92 Corolla/'95 Accord)
Are You Timely Or Always Late: I TRY to be early, but it's hard to get my family motivated.
Do You Like Being Around People: IIE!
Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: Unfortunately...
Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: Yes
Do You Have A "Type" Of Person you always go after: Yes, I'm ashamed to say.
Do You Have A Job: Drum Lessons
Ever Liked a Close Guy/Girl Friend: only
Are You Lonely Right Now: Itsumo.
Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: afraid? I think not. Of that opinion? Yeah.
Do You Want To Get Married: My intended must convince me I do, so unless I find him, no.
Do You Want Kids: I guess... Not now.
FAVORITE
Room In house: Conservatory
Type of music: game, Jpop, remixes, rock, pop, country, jazz in small doses, big band, classical in small doses.... anything! even Jrap! Oh man, I <3 J rap...
Memory: This one is hard... Pentathalon? Except dinner wasn't fun... Band Camp? Yeah, let's go with that. I have other, more personal moments that are special to me, but I don't write about stuff like that and then complain (*cough*Sherururururu*cough* j/k :P)
Day Of The Week: Wednesday, and (of course) the weekend
Color: ...silver holographic. But Silver and Purple and Black and White.
perfume or cologne: Candy Apple! Actually, no. The one I thought was perfume was actually deodorant. Sad I like deodorant more than perfume. Especially since you're only supposed to use it on your iunderarms.
Flower: Bluebonnet. As if I would say something else? They're even a form of my birthflower!
Month: March. That was hard :P
Season: Spring
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU:
Cried: No. If it were up to me, I would never cry.
Bought Something: Nope.
Gotten Sick: Unh-uh.
Sang: Of course.
Said I Love You: No. That's not something I take lightly. Actually, I take that back. I said it to my mom.
Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them, But Didn't: Yes *^^*
Met Someone New: Yup. Random dude needing help w/ calc.
Moved On: No. I wish.
Talked To Someone: Yes. How can you not?
Had A Serious Talk: Does evading a serious talk count?
Missed Someone: Yes.
Hugged Someone: Yup. Jen.
Kissed Someone: Nope. Again, not something I take lightly. I haven't kissed someone in... 9 months? Do I have that wrong? I don't think so...
Fought With Your Parents: I think so...
Dreamt About Someone You Can't Be With: As if I would incriminate myself with a question like that! (Answer = Yes, ne?)
Had a lot of sleep: I think I had nap & slept in yesterday...
Finding Japanese Slang dictionary. Ahou just isn't good enough. But it'll do for now.
YAWA sounds like YAH WAH. Informal word for something that is "weak" or "whimpy" or "flimsy". It is not commonly written this way in many dictionaries, it is short for YAWARAKA
I think we have a winner. But I shall continue just in case...
Nah. I'm too lazy. I'll do it later...
Jaa.
posted by Cap'n Cosmo at 9:26 PM
AND!
futurefrstdm: I am so moving to Russia
SailorC9: knew you would
I wonder what she just read? Could it have been my blog? :P
posted by Cap'n Cosmo at 5:55 PM
oh man. SM live Act 6. oh man.
posted by Cap'n Cosmo at 5:52 PM
Sunday, November 09, 2003
One final note before I go to sleep:
Amanda Davis will be moving to Russia. Why?
In Moscow they are trying to ban PDAs. There will be a fine, and, if not paid on the spot, police will have the right to lock you up in jail. I am now resisting any other comments because I don't think they would be well recieved.
posted by Cap'n Cosmo at 11:02 PM
Sherurururu kara STEAL:
G# minor - You are not totally happy, and you know
it. At least you are trying to do something
about it. You like to think and create to try
and sort out your problems. Keep going the way
you are, and you will soon be on speaking terms
with your demons.
what key signature are you?
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You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.
What Kind of Smile are You?
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oh man.
What attracts people to you?
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You're Gangsta Bitch Barbie. You're tough and you
like it rough, and of course you like to pop a
cap in any wiggers ass.
If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be?
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You're goin' down! FOR HACKING INTO COMPUTERS!
Please rate if you liked!
If you're a goth please visit
groups.msn.com/gothicteensoftheworld and join
up cause it rules!
What Would You Go to Jail For? (Many outcomes)
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My inner child is ten years old!
The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
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Kay, so now Katana kara STEAL!
Firsts
First best friend: This one is hard, because I'm going to go with Katana, but I've had other people who would have been my "best friend" by default, mainly because I'm just not that close to people.
First real memory of something: coming down a hill at Fort Knox. Or maybe the one in our house at Fort Knox where I built the thing with carboard bricks. Or maybe the one at the PX at Fort Knox. They're not exactly in chronological order...
First car: ga nai. Demo, I think I'll be getting my dad's blue-grey '92 Toyota Corolla. w00t.
First date: arimasen.
First break-up: That would be, according to my sources, 8th grade grad. dance. Yeah. I *really* don't want to talk about it.
First job: Babysitting?
First screen name: SailorC9. Itumo onaji.
First self purchased album: I want to say, Hercules soundtrack. Maybe Celeine Dion tape. Can't remember. Or spell.
First funeral: Never been to one. Knock on wood.
First pets: Bruskey and Keaskey.
First piercing/tattoo: ga nai.
First credit card: ga nai.
First true love: Rice.
First enemy: Myself.
First big trip: Texas to New York, I assume.
First musician you remember hearing in your house: I remember hearing Micheal Bolton in my car. Does that count? We listen to music so much...
LASTS
Last big car ride: Basu de: New York e. Kuruma de: New York e. Funny that...
Last good cry: Thursday we were out for Isabel.
Last library book checked out: Shatterglass, maybe?
Last movie seen: Bulletproof Monk.
Last beverage drank: Beer. Root Beer.
Last food consumed: Cookie!
Last phone call: Er... Mr. Sitney?
Last time showered: Yesterday morning, about to be now.
Last shoes worn: My sneakers
Last cd played: ZONE Secret Base Kimi ga kureta mono
Last annoyance: Katana
Last time scolded: Katana
Last shirt worn: Pumpkin no desu!
Last website visited: Zone or Blurt or maybe that link Katana gave me.
And Tom likes Enterprise. The poor child must be re-educated. *sigh*
Must now shower. Then sleep. Jaa.
posted by Cap'n Cosmo at 10:26 PM
Saturday, November 08, 2003
www.originalicons.com/smile.html
posted by Cap'n Cosmo at 7:03 PM
Emotionally Dead, you truly feel nothing and care
about nothing...into the pit you have fallen,
in a state of coma white.
Emotionally Dead?
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eh. Only on most days. Other days it's this one:
You care so much yet you hide it inside and cover
it with a plaster face painted on by
society....
Emotionally Dead?
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Is it my fault I don't want to deal with it anymore?
Anyway...
I found out that Pribble and I were in the same band in 5th grade. In the picture there is a trumpet player between him and me. Yet I never met him... This is v. strange.
*reads Texas Past to Present*
er-- I can't think of amusing stuff that happened. Senior Show last night. Rookies ga zenzen nai.
Gilene's mom is dying. It provides an occasion for reflection.
Trying to do something for eclipse...
Gave Nick a lesson. Got paid. Awesome.
er--
New cadences:
TJ pit 2003
We're cooler than you'll ever be
And even though our boys are ick
We always say "I LOVE MUSIC!"
Clare is out lovable ho
Sollosi played a cymbal show
Jeff is really, really 1337
And they march on the right feet
And Jeremy's, from the Competition:
Jeremy's hat is full of bread
It is sitting on his head
He is also wearing a mask
Why's he doing it? You can ask
Some other ones to remember:
TJMCQMA
What's that 'a' for, anyway?
We don't know, and we don't care
When you need us, we'll be there
I am an Irish leprachaun
Not the kind on your front lawn
I live on a potato farm
Always after me lucky charms!
I play tuba, yes I do
They call me the tuba jew
My people own all of New York
The only thing we don't do it eat pork
Yeah... I'm gonna go fix Andy's bakarificness on 1147. *sigh*
*hates life*
...I think I'm too young to feel this way... Oh well.
posted by Cap'n Cosmo at 6:56 PM
Friday, November 07, 2003
So, I'm dressed like Yeff. Watched Star Trek, so that's why I wasn't on. Whee. No school! I get to go to GMU in... eight minutes? Must type faster.
Basically the cool thing about being Yeff is "my" autobiography that I made in five mutues five minutes ago. It's good to be creative like that. It's actually my copy of The Eagle and the Raven, but since I have to read it anyway...
Keith who plays Tuba is my hero because thanks to him I got to go to practice last night. Also, he's giving me a ride to the game tonight. SANKYUU KEITH!
Right. Going now. Jaa.
posted by Cap'n Cosmo at 8:27 AM
Wednesday, November 05, 2003
You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.
"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever
immortal."
Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
(Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.
As a member of Form 0, you are a determined
individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
a way of looking at going through life as a
journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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I will NOT cry. I refuse.
posted by Cap'n Cosmo at 10:11 PM
Tuesday, November 04, 2003
So, there used to be stuff here. I'm angry at it. Let's stick it to the Blogger! *in Blogger's general direction* STEP OFF!
Middle birthday: Dec 23rd-24th.
Went with Tana to see School o' Rock. 'Nuff said.
Tana is random. Or something.
Donuts. Urimashita. Ikatta.
CLAMP ate her soul. Yes. She typed a lot.
food. Jaa
posted by Cap'n Cosmo at 7:16 PM
Monday, November 03, 2003
And!
I forgot, we restrained Tom and then watched home movies of his 2nd birthday party and such. Ickle Tom is so wai.... : 3
posted by Cap'n Cosmo at 10:25 PM
So. Went to Tom's and watched movies and played Civilization. t3h w1nn0r is me. w00t.
Beth's got a cool new layout.
Donut day tommorrow.
Finishing Calc and Physics tommorrow.
Found ZONE's site. Also found that they have much more out than I thought. w00t.
Read about Japanese FF stuff last night. Mmmmm... X-2...
Eh. Problem Set. *hates physics*
*steals from Cheryl*
Your a sousaphone!! Your the kind of tuba people
march with. You probably love attention and
being on the move. You rise above all of the
other instruments in the parade.
What Type Of Tuba Are You
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Yeah, if you say so tuba quiz. At least I wasn't a woodwind *shudders*.
*cries* Gundam... Gundam!...
I wish I had a Japanese PS2. But that's not happening, ne?
You know who lies? Alloy. They have no official notice of our winnigness, and they said they would by Oct 30. Onna tachi.
And now Katana loves me. I know I rock. Going to talk to people...
posted by Cap'n Cosmo at 10:07 PM
Sunday, November 02, 2003
...Black Hawk...
Comp. Best Guard. I think Salem is in the same boat as Krystle and Christine's hair, though...
Er... Had the best time on the bus. Tom broke our truce, so I had to attack.
*After poking for a while*
Tom: I'm going to retaliate, and then you'll be sorry.
Me: Prove it.
Tom: You asked for it.
Me: *holds both his hands in my one and pokes without mercy*
Tom: Ah! I surrender again.
Me: No, my dear. YOU asked for it. : 3
Of course, the poking war led to a hard-to-explain position. But that's okay!
Amanda and Stephen Hilber made a bet about which couple will break up first. But two aren't officially couples... I happen to know Amanda's bet, but I'm not telling. I don't know if I agree. Of course, you never know... Anyway, in retaliation:
Amanda and Stephen: *plays some stupid trombone song*
Me: Aw, they're playing a song together. Isn't that cute?
Everyone: *catches on* oohlala!
Amanda: *finishes song* *blasts Trombone in my ear* *starts running into me* I HATE YOU!
Me: And I think the most telling thing here is that Stephen hasn't said anything.
Stephen: *is confused*
...I am SO evil...
So now, work.
Jaa.
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